Awakening: What a LightWorker can (and can not) do about Darkness

Though it can seem that there has never been more suffering in our world, more and more people are awakening and reaching for light. If that’s what has led you here, I welcome you. Here are a few thoughts about what being a light worker is really about.

When I decided to hang my Light Worker sign in the window of the world, I thought I’d be guiding people out of boring jobs, dead end marriages, and unhealthy lifestyles toward awakening. As it would turn out, the awakening would be my own.

From the moment I opened the door of my Light Worker office, my clients began teaching me about darkness. I started an online discussion circle about angels and miracles. My clients brought their stories of alienation and cruelty. I led a forum on joy. My clients wanted to talk about heartache. When I offered safe space, they poured into it terror and worry and pain. Their brutiful and terrible stories of the many ways this world had let them down broke my heart open. Their trust in love broke me open.

It was there, in the cauldron of community, that my clients showed me what it really means to be a Light Worker.

As Brene Brown discovered in her research into vulnerability and shame, when you ask people about belonging, they’ll tell you their most excruciating experiences of being excluded. When you ask people about connection, the stories they tell are about disconnection.

This is how it is in LightWorker land.  In fact, it’s the first lesson in the mystery school curriculum: There is only light. Everything else, all that appears to be ‘not light’ is light hidden behind the shadow of remembered pain. Put simply: shadow (or darkness) is a symptom of hidden pain, defended hurt, blocked light.

So, a LightWorker’s ‘job’ is not floating on a cloud of positive affirmations tossing glitter and rainbows into the world. A LightWorker’s job is to hold the space for light – no matter what.

It’s easy to hold onto light in the crystal cocoon of a workshop. It’s another thing entirely to stand face-to-face with darkness, armed only with a heart burning with love. For though I am absolutely certain this world is a sea of miracles, I am confused, confounded and shattered by the ice-cold terrorism of some people.

Because of my sensitivity to violence, suffering and pain, I had some work to do. I had to integrate my own darkness: the hooks that made it hard for me to be intimate, the terrors that made me vulnerable to manipulation, the things I didn’t like about myself, which I was desperately trying to hide. I had to admit to my envy, my pettiness, my greed.

Luckily, I had the best teachers on the planet: my clients. They showed me the real nature of LightWork – presence. All they wanted was a  conversation with a human being who cared. All they needed was a listener, a soul friend, a witness. All I had to do was let myself emerge  – through my own darkness – into the light of what I really am: love. The whole messy, imperfect (sometimes bossy, sometimes tearful) willing to be there with them no matter what kind of love that I really am.

With profound grace and courage, my clients taught me it was never my job to lead or guide (or even, heal) them. My job was the simplest (and most courageous) thing I’d ever done. Simply holding open my heart – no matter what. To listen to their stories, no matter how terrible, without being pulled into darkness myself.

In other words, my job – as a LightWorker, as a teacher, as a spiritual counselor, is to remember that the true nature of things is love. Love is their true nature, Love is my true nature, Love is the true nature of the world –  even when the evidence they present to me – stories of terror and trauma, cruelty and neglect, abandonment and abuse – seems anything but love.

My job is to hold the space for love. This is the paradox of LightWork. We are witness to the pain. We are witness to the light. We stand at the chasm, holding these seeming opposites in our hands.

A Lightworker’s job is not to perfect the world. The world is already perfect. Our job is to hold the world that is already here in all of its contradictions, inside of the blessing of love.

 


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Book: Sea of Miracles: Invitation into the Light. 

Tools:  Soul Call Cards – A new divination tool for Lightworkers, given by The Guides

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  • Samuel Paul
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    Do you feel my purpose and why God gave me these divine gifts? I without trying can see things in dreams or awake. I am super empathic and intuitive. I spread joy good vibes and the love light always to others even when I’m struggling with my balance. I find the light in every dark situation. I make others dreams come true just by being near. I have wisdom understanding and philosophy way past my current age. My kind heart and moral compass guide me along with my senses to do what I feel is best in hard situations. People seem to gather around me sometimes for advice sometimes just because of the lovelight and goodvibes I give off. I am not perfect I struggle with this shell my life and this world as it is. I know there’s a grander plot and my role in it is significant but I have yet to harness my full potential as a fully enlightened leader and LightWalker!!! How do I become my higher self and use all of my Gifts completely to aide humanity and achieve my greater calling and true purpose as the Great Creator intends? Please help any way you can. Message me privately and directly if possible. Ty much love light and good vibes.

    • Amy Oscar
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      Samuel – I love the way your question turned to answer itself. Can you see that? You asked your Q and the answer came right up behind it. “Why did God give me these gifts?” to do all of the things you are already doing. As you walk your path, just as you already are doing, your role will become more and more clear. Your higher self is already here. It expresses itself through your kind heart and moral compass. Your light is already helping others – just by being in your presence. Right now, your job is to honor where you are and what you are, without getting caught in the illusion that you are supposed to be doing bigger or more important things. Your time will come – it always has and always will. Until then, speak to yourself gently, respectfully. Listen for ways you can strengthen your connection to your own heart. Look for the teachers who are a few steps ahead of you – and who speak your language. They will be your mirrors. Know that you are just where you are meant to be and that all is well.

  • Monica D Valenzuela
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    I am inspired by your words and I am glad to know others think so when it comes to love and kindness and just allowing a person to have a shoulder to cry on or an ear to lend for times of need but I wonder sometimes that is it the light we have in us that shines so bright in this darkness, mean that we will always attracts so much evil and chaos with people because they want the light that we have so bad. That they will doing anything to hurts or break us down in order to try and take our light cause they don’t have it. I ask this cause I struggle a lot with the evil in this world always trying to tear me down and make me weak. I am still standing strong cause my hope and love that fills my heart will not run out. But is this part of our gift to always be stronger than the darkness or evil of this world. That it’s always there wait for me to falter especially when the more good I do the more evil I have to fight. Just looking for guidance on here.

    • Amy Oscar
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      Hello, Monica. Thank you for leaving your note and your questions here. Thank you for the light that you are and for doing the good that you do.

      You asked: Is this part of our gift, to always be stronger than the darkness or evil of this world? That it’s always there, waiting for me to falter especially when the more good I do the more evil I have to fight?

      People have asked this question for centuries now, ever since people began to talk about light as good and dark as evil. So I am taking your question as an invitation to talk about a few things that a LightWorker (like you) might want to know.

      1) Light is not at war with darkness. There is light. There is dark. There is visible. There is invisible. This is not a war and these things are not in opposition to one another.

      Ask yourself: who would I be without the notion that light is at war with darkness? How would I meet this problem, this challenge in my life if it was not an attack, not a response to something that I did to bring it onto myself?

      How might I unbind myself from this concept of good vs evil, light vs dark?

      2) Evil is not trying to tear you down or make you weak. Fear does that. Evil is not waiting for you to falter. Your fear that it is out there, waiting, does that.

      Ask yourself: What support and security do I need to build around me so that I can bring my light to the world without fear of being hurt, silenced, punished, shamed? What proof do I need that only love is real?

      3) Love is always stronger than fear.

      4) The light that you are does not go out in dark times. Your job is not to always be stronger than darkness but to learn to trust the dark – knowing that you carry the light within you.

  • Jeff L
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    Hello Amy, like other people that have commented on here, I also began seeing 911 on digital clocks repeating it’s almost as if something tells me to look at the time at that very moment and it happens to be 911, I’ve been doing this for over twenty five years now. For so long I didn’t know what it meant until I googled it and came across being a lightworker. It described me perfectly, I can feel peoples pain mostly because I have been thru allot of pain and hardship myself, which helps me relate. I look at the world and see so much pain it’s as if I can feel everything that person is going thru. I also struggle with anxiety and depression and it can be overwhelming at times. I want to grow and be more knowledgeable as to who I am, I’ve never read any books just research online. Can you point me in the right direction?

    • Amy Oscar
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      Hi Jeff. Thank you for leaving your note. In my experience, most sensitive souls stumble upon the word ‘lightworker’ and feel an instant recognition. I’m not surprised that happened to you. It really can be overwhelming to be a sensitive soul in such challenging times. There are many books to guide you along the path. Of course, you can try my book, Sea of Miracles which describes my journey a few years back. There are many others.You might begin with Michael Singer’s The Untethered Soul and/or Michael Brown’s The Presence Process. These offer a lovely opening into awareness of self and soul.

  • Julie
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    Thank you for this post, it clarify me the subject.

    Remind me to what I said to a friend once: the world is dark but we are the lights.

    So that’s our mission, to keep our light shining. Like lighthouses, not moving into the world (“that” world), but shining our light.

    • Amy Oscar
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      Julie – Yes. We are the lights. This does not mean that we have to always be ‘on’. Everyone will experience pain, everyone will struggle with their own challenges. Yet we are the lights. Even when we are experiencing our own darkness, still, we are the lights.

      • Kristi
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        Any my question is a little different. I and my newly married husband have, through a series of events, come to know that we are both beacons if light and the spirits (in the thousands) come to us to cross into the light. As our skills are developing, I am told that I am psychic, a medium, a healer, and an empath. As you can imagine it has been overwhelming for me as it has changed all thoughts of what the world is. I have learned to ground and protect us, but the newest empathetic feelings are very hard to deal with. Apparently when a crossing happens the negative is left behind and our home became filled with negative energy which shows up on our security cameras as dark splotches. Is there a way to shut off our lights so that we can have some relaxing time? We try to do 2 crossings a week. Any suggestions would be helpful.

        • Amy Oscar
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          Kristi – Wow! It sounds as if you need to some boundary work. You and your husband need a time boundary – and a protective boundary around your home and your own bodies.

          1. Know that this work that you are doing is not required of you. You are allowed to stop, allowed to rest and to quit completely. You are performing a service but if you choose to stop and move on to other work, those who need support crossing over will find it.

          2. All light-workers must rest and replenish. You can set time limits – even set a schedule. It is not required that you keep your channel (or your door) open 24/7. Non-physical beings, who live outside of the limits of time and space and do not need to sleep, must be told the limits of living in a physical body. Set a schedule, including rest time, sleep time and ‘me’ time. You can request a gatekeeper, to modulate the flow of beings you’re supported. Simply speak or imagine words that clearly express your wish that the crossings take place only during specific times.

          3. All lightworkers need boundaries. This is why you may have seen images of witches drawing a circle around themselves. You are the one who decides what and who gets to cross that boundary. You can do this by simply setting the intention. Imagine a protective sphere around your own body and another sphere around your home and property. Get the image clearly in your mind until you can sense it as real. Breathe light and density into the sphere, setting the intention that nothing and no one can cross the boundary without your permission.

  • Tres
    Reply

    I had my awakening yesterday it was very humbling moment and I broke down. I have seen the numbers 911 all my life at least 2-4 times a day in various forms and I realized what it was after I did some digging and research. Soon as I found out my life changed in a second. I have been given a gift to feel and sometimes see the other side. I noticed this gift a few years ago but it has intensified every year. It’s like they seek me out some of these spirits I have no idea who they are. But I must be careful do to it also brings along darkness.

    • Amy Oscar
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      Thank you, Tres. Your remarkable experience is a gift, indeed. I want to acknowledge what you’ve written and also, to respond with a few thoughts of my own. First, you are never required to practice your gift. It’s a gift – not an assignment. If you choose to do this work, there are ways to hold yourself safe and separate, to hold yourself in light. I suggest that you read the book, The Last Frontier by Julia Assante. It may help you understand what’s happening and guide you as you work. I’ve never read a book that is so full of light AND science. And this is a science, the veil between life and death is indeed, a frontier, one that we all traverse on our way into this life and on our way out again.

      • Brennan Lagman
        Reply

        Wow this was so powerful for me. I was just having a conversation about toxic positivity and how it goes against such wisdom that a real, evolved spiritual journey as a healer can reach. Thanks for sharing this wisdom so eloquently.

        • Amy Oscar
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          Thank you, Brennan, for leaving a note so that I know you stopped by. I’m inspired to know that you are out there having conversations about toxic positivity. We need your light!

      • Skye
        Reply

        All lightworkers it is time to unite on july 30 at 11;11 pm CENTRAL STANDARD time we put our feet in the dirt where ever you are at and emit every ounce of our energy into the universe from all around the world

  • Angeleen
    Reply

    Somehow, after an experience that left me scared and confused I stumbled upon this and it’s exactly what I needed to know. Thank you!

    • Amy Oscar
      Reply

      Angeleen. I am glad to know that my post helped you. Thank you for leaving a note to let me know. <3

    • Dorothy Abraham
      Reply

      As I read your information, I realize I have been drawn into my purpose for quite some time now. It is just time for me to openly profess who I am and what I am here for by intentionally being about my Father’s calling. Thank you

      • Amy Oscar
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        Thank you for leaving a note, Dorothy. Many blessings on your way of purpose – and radiance.

  • Claudia H Babic
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    I feel the pain of the world in me. It is so overwhelming sometimes I’m not sure I have the strength to deal with human pain and sorrow. Yet I have so many people opening their hearts to me as they feel I understand their fears and I offer good advice. I’m an old soul. very old, I know it, I’ve been told many times. I’ve been coming back to Gaia many many many times. I’m so eager to help others, but at the same time I’m afraid I won’t have the physical and emotional strength to do it. What can I do? I feel a nod in my stomach as if i was ready to go to battle as I see my enemy across the valley from me. On the other hand, someone wrote, that you are not human if you don’t feel fear before a crucial moment. We are in a crucial moment in history, I’m hoping I’m ready for it.

    • Amy Oscar
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      Claudia – Forgive my delay in responding to your beautiful note. We are, indeed, at a critical moment in history – and you are ready for it. I promise. That is why you’re here. It’s normal to feel afraid sometimes, especially if you start to feel that you are carrying the weight of the world’s suffering alone. If I had any advice to offer it would be this: we are in this together. We are all in relationship to our world and to one another in ways that we are only beginning to understand. I have such hope for the world knowing that people like you are in it. And though it’s challenging to live through times like these, I am heartened by the way that love is rising in response. Thank you for responding to my post – and for leaving a comment so that I could respond to you.

  • Stef
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    I can’t even begin to tell you how much I needed to read this tonight. Its overwhelming. Thank you

    • Amy Oscar
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      Stef – Somehow, I seem to have missed this note from you. I respond with support, light and great love. I’m glad the post was able to help you.

  • Jean Paul
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    This is amazing to see so many lightworkers I live in Haiti and its a place where you don’t Meet many workers of light and because of that I stand out even more there.Ive been awakening since last year even tho since my childhood there where signs out of the gift that are awakening seeing energy and the magnetic field has been beautiful life changing but the empathy gets hard to manage, and the fact that I attract all this attention its like sometime a psychic punch and I get like a headache from it from the anger or envy or the darkness that eats away at people I’m getting to a point where I kind have to avoid crowds.I just wish we could all meet!

    • Amy Oscar
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      Thank you, Jean Paul. Yes, being a sensitive soul can be overwhelming at times. That’s part of the training – a kind of Lightworker school, where we learn from the world how to take care of ourselves even as we care for the world. I encourage you to find a way to build yourself a container to hold you as you do this beautiful work.

  • Michael B
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    Hello, My name is Michael and I found your site tonight. I love it, it’s great to see so many lightworkers coming together for the greater good, I’m grateful to all of you, sincerely thank you. If its alrighthe I’d like to share some about my own journey, I am a lightworker, among other related titles, I’ve experienced things since I was just a young kid, and I’ve always been in tune to an extent, then I got into drugs and lost sight for a year, got clean and met a true ascended master physically, he taught me much in the months that I trained under him daily, after about 6 months of this there was a falling out, and I left, following that I trained on my own ever since, I’ve been actively awakening on my journey for over a year now, I suppose I should explain what I mean by training, chi and energy work along with emotional control, physically healing with a self taught version of Reiki, allumination, manifesting, and to feel immovable faith and an unrelenting will power with the ambition of helping all who I can and helping to bring about the positive change in our world

    • Amy Oscar
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      Michael – I’m so happy that you found your way to my site and that you feel welcome and at home here. It sounds as if you’re on the way to being a force for light – and the expansion of love. We are lucky that you’re in the world!

  • Amber williams
    Reply

    Thankyou

    • Amy Oscar
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      Of course. So glad it was helpful.

    • Eric Chandler Fernandez
      Reply

      I thank you for taking your time to write this out.
      I’ve always said when everyone forgives and finds peace within themselves, the world too will find forgiveness and peace naturally. Forgiveness allows me to see that there is no limit to my love. I find I rest in a state where I am constantly falling in love with myself through forgiveness kinda like a phoenix rises from ashes. A light. But it is true what you said. We hold space for light no matter what. I just made a poem exemplifying that. Sometimes I feel like no one truly knows the extent of pain we feel and i occasionally cry out to the world like a wolf howling to the moon. But I’m doing so, I heal myself too. I love you:) sorry reading this just triggered soul surfacing criteria within. Thank you so much. I appreciate all that you are. Celestial blessings.

  • John White
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    When I read articles like this on I feel uplift in vibration. Anything that lifts your energy if good for you. So inspiring to read. One day I may take my journey more seriously.

    • Amy Oscar
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      Thank you for leaving a note, John. I want to respond to what you wrote – because so many people have been saying things like this to me lately. Things like, “One day I will take my journey more seriously.” And I wanted to say to you – and to them – that you don’t have to take it seriously – only take it. Only know that you are already on it – and that EVERY single thing that you do is a part of that journey. If you are a healer, you bring healing with you everywhere, whether or not you ever study medicine or Reiki. You don’t have to open a wellness center. Healing comes with you – to the office, to the grocery store, to the gym. If you are a visionary, vision comes with you. If you are a balancer, balancing comes with you. And so on and so on. You ARE the light. You can’t leave it behind. You can’t not be who you are. So don’t take it seriously – take it lightly, with great joy. Go out tomorrow into the world and know that you are already the one who is carrying your gift into the world. Seriously.

  • Daniel
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    Hello, neat nook of the evolving universal conscieness you’ve got here Amy. Bravo!

    I have most recently come to believe in who I see in me; I have been sitting with my ego. The mirror and the window are now inseparable and the doorway into and out of our shared space is tangible threw acts of grace, faith & love.

    I have been rescued from the ocean as a youth, pulled from the clutches of the undertow by a hand slipping into mine settling firmly into a grasp of my forearm. I have suffered loved ones long years without question but with my faith rewarding me with hidden insights and perspectives into my own being. Although I feel I’ve always sensed darkness, I have recently seen what I feel is darkness. It appeared vividly on my block late one night.

    I was up and I went instinctively to my front door. The lights on the street were out except for my porch light. The darkness hovered just outside the light, like a silent dark fog that fills a space. I went immediately to my back yard; someone had started the dumpster in the ally on fire…again. All true, very unsettling but not disturbing.

    Here is my question. As a lightworker, an empath I am also realizing that simply choosing to focus only on positive brings amazing positivity and grace into my life.

    Should I be concerned about ignoring the darkness to my own peril by choosing to refuse it attention?

    • Amy Oscar
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      To me, your story is an invitation to see that the world supports you – in ways that appear as light and in ways that appear as darkness. When you have the sense that ‘darkness’ is manifesting around you, look within. What part of your life are you keeping in the shadows? For example, is there something you’ve been doing or not doing which has been haunting you? Have you let yourself be drawn into activities that don’t feel good to you? To me, this story does not feel like the approach of darkness from outside. Rather, it feels like guidance about a darkness within that no longer feels comfortable to you – and so it’s showing itself. When you can resolve it within yourself – by changing or owning and forgiving the behavior that’s troubling you – the darkness you perceive as outside of you will dissolve.

  • Isabel
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    This site was very enlightening. I was guided by my angel guides to serve as a healer and lightworker. I wasn’t sure how to go about it. I’m so glad I found this site. It has really inspired me. I started writing a blog. It will be filled with personal joys and tragedies in hopes that someone may be inspired. Light workers are not immune to hardship and tragedies. As I have been writing, my angel guides keep insisting that I be “true to myself”. It repeats in my thoughts and in my dreams. It’s like a powerful force directing me. I am writing in faith that it is meant to develop into something. Thank you and I hope and pray for you to continue to enlighten the world. Peace

    • Amy Oscar
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      Isabel – I’m so glad you found your way to my site – and thank you for leaving a comment so that I can see you. Good luck with your new blog! I will mirror the same blessing you offered to me, with gratitude. May you continue to enlighten the world. Many blessings.

      • Akash Singh Rathore
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        I used to see repeating numbers like – 11:11, 12:12, 1:11 etc. in my phone’s clock and it is happening to me for about 7-8 months and i started noticing it for 5 months, once i start noticing it i start taking screenshots of it and today i have a collection of these but i never had a vision on repeating numbers of 6,7,8,9 why ?

        • Amy Oscar
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          These repeating patterns – of numbers, words, visits from a particular bird or animal – certainly catch our attention, don’t they? From my perspective, that’s the ‘meaning’ behind this phenomenon. We are noticing the repeats, which alerts the ‘noticing’ part of our awareness to watch for it.Through that part of our awareness, we come to understand (and then to trust) that we are having a conversation with a living and conscious presence. The world becomes more and more animated – more real – to us. You can google the number pattern and it’s fun to see what numerologists have to say about it. Mostly though, to me, it’s a kind of greeting, letting us know, over and over: We are here with you. We are here with you. And we want, so very much, for you to notice and respond.

          • Shaara

            Oh my goodness! I just found your site and was browsing it when I found this comment. For about forty years, the number 1:11 has appeared so very often in my life. I look at a clock, and it’s 1:11, etc. I’m not certain of my entire life purpose, but I know after a lot of tragic losses of my family of origin and working back to positivity over the last several years that I am to impart kindness, love and forgiveness to all, mainly to those who are in the same pain I experienced after losses. I can feel what they are feeling and are experiencing and how hopeless they are feeling. One large problem I find is that I feel so much pain myself when I see the suffering taking place in the world and I do not know what I can do to help in lands far away. I offer a hug, words of encouragement and explain how I found my way back after much sadness and try and impart this love and hope to others who are nearby and in pain. I feel complete love for the people and feel there has to be more I can do, yet I do not know what that is. I have not met my guides, but have felt the presence of my loved ones who have passed into their new lives. I don’t even know if I have guides? I feel “sparks” of love – if that makes sense and I send it off to those in need. There must be more to do and am searching.

          • Amy Oscar

            I do know what you mean by ‘sparks of love’ – I feel them, too. It’s as if paricles of love bubble up and ‘ask’ to be sent out into the world. This tells me that you are doing exactly what you are meant to be doing – feeling with those who are suffering, blessing them back into love. Sensing and spreading your sparks of love. And what beautiful, generous work that is.

            Know that if and when there is more to do, it will find you. When the call to do more rises in you, let your guides know that you are willing – and ask them to bring your work to you. You’ll find, as I have, that a Lightworker’s task is almost always found right outside (or inside) his or her own door. I send you blessings and sparks of love as you find your way.

  • Laura
    Reply

    Hello, I just found your site and I think it’s really nice 🙂 I agree with you completely and you gave me something to think about too and helped me also 🙂 Thank you <3 Love and light, Laura

  • Claudia
    Reply

    I had never heard of a lightworker until recently and this blog was so fascinating. Thank you for your insight and I feel like I’ve learned so much from you. This really reminded me of a book I recently read called “The Light” by author Judith Lambert(http://www.judithlambertbooks.com/) I think the author is 100% a lightworker! I can’t imagine how many people she has helped “awaken” or inspired. Anyone that has ever questioned what all of this means, as in the world, why we are all here, etc. needs to give this a read. The book follows a woman that is literally brought out of sleep, almost as if she was assigned to this pursuit of spiritual enlightenment. She rises to the occasion, refusing to give up on the idea that it is we who are bound to societal pretense and that “The Light”, so to speak, is something that anyone from any system of faith not only can, but should pursue, the hope for spiritual unity. Again, this was a brilliantly crafted story and I would love to hear your opinion

  • Annechien Eikelenboom
    Reply

    Hi Amy,
    just stumbled upon your story here, when i was searching for “Lightworkers” , thank you so much for writing this, it gave me much clearity on the subject. Much love for your journey! xx

    • Amy Oscar
      Reply

      Thank you, Annechien! I’m so glad it was helpful to you. Blessings on yours.

  • Jae
    Reply

    this really gave me clarity on many things within my own self.. Thank you!

  • Eliza
    Reply

    Thank you. Today you gave me what I’ve been seeking.

  • CWS
    Reply

    I appreciate the words as it gives me strength to continue. I do not just fight the fights I know I can win, but I fight the fights that need fighting. As Churchill said: “when you’re going through hell, just keep going.” I ask myself the “why” questions all the time, but instinctively understand that this is too complicated for me to get at this stage, its too big and I do not have all of the pieces of the puzzle. Your message reminds me to just keep doing what I can do and do not worry about the rest, it is beyond me.

  • Penelope
    Reply

    I found your site searching for information on Lightworkers, wondering if I am one, because I feel that I am full of light, but not really sure what to do with it other than sit there and shine and try not let it be drained away. What I read made me cry, the tears I get when something really strikes home. I don’t feel alone, I guess because I could always pull from my own strength, but I don’t feel free, and I long for freedom, for the resources to be able to live more fully. It’s all so complicated, and I struggle with what I should focus on. Anyway, thank you for sharing your experience and for this outlet. I am grateful.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Hi Penelope – I’m so glad that you found your way to my corner of the world and that this work has touched you in some way. You are not alone, that is true. And if I may, I will suggest what you might focus on. If your wish is to feel free, begin there. What would ‘free’ feel like? Where would you feel it in your body? What would it feel like in that body place? Once you have a sense of what freedom might feel like, that becomes the thing to focus upon. Rather than focus on the resources to get to freedom, rather than focus on the things that are keeping you unfree, focus only on that feeling – and how it feels. Once you have a clear sense of what the feeling of freedom feels like, Just keep studying it. Noticing how it feels in your body. When your attention (focus) inevitably shifts to the things that are keeping you unfree, just gently shift your focus back to that feeling and how it feels to feel it.

      PS I know that it may seem silly, this little exercise but it’s everything. The feeling of freedom is not outside of you in a place or another situation. It’s inside of you. Find it there and IT will lead you to the new place, the new situation. It can’t help leading you there because like attracts like. So you see, by focusing on the feeling of freedom, you begin to understand what freedom is and is not. And freedom itself will lead you where you want to go.

  • missy
    Reply

    I was wondering as a light worker where I belong and I sense you know what and how to occupy life as a light worker. I will hold light in this dark town.
    Thank you for showing the way to many like myself who don’t have full understanding. I am enlightened. Shining bright like I do.

    • Amy
      Reply

      I see your light, Missy! Thank you for leaving a note so we can all see it shining.

  • Jeff
    Reply

    On the day I literally was going to give up, after so much heart ache and discouragement, I’m enlightened by this post that points out who/what I must be, and that there are others out there like me. So, I’m making a commitment to do what I need to do to heal and transform in order to be a vessel that can receive and share love. Thank you.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Jeff – I am so sorry that you’ve been feeling so discouraged – so heartbroken. I’m glad you found your way to me – to my post – and that it offered some encouragement. There ARE others out here like you – millions of us. I promise. You are not alone. I want you to know that even in offering this glimpse of your light, you’ve stepped onto the path of awareness that will show you that you are – and always have been – a Lightw0rker. Welcome to the fold.

  • Avril
    Reply

    This is wonderful Amy. Your words have really resonated with me and echo how I am feeling. You have a lovely way with words too ?

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank you, Avril! I’m delighted to know that you visited – and that you found resonance here. Thank you for leaving a note.

  • Maggie
    Reply

    thank you dear sister Amy!
    your words, and the openness with which you chose them and share them, enhance so much love for our planet.
    I am so very grateful for you, and send you prayers, love, and high-5’s…
    we can do this –
    and we will –
    together,
    Maggie <3

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank you, Maggie – I mirror your good wishes and light back to you. Together we ARE doing it! Yes!

  • Amanda Berry
    Reply

    Amy, I love this.
    There is so much peace and acceptance in your words which leads to compassion and kindness. I can share the prayer that I shower my son with mostly,
    You are surrounded by love
    You are loved more than you know
    You are filled with loving light
    I love you

    I believe it for myself too. ?

    • Amy
      Reply

      Amanda – I love that sweet prayer. What a lucky son to be showered with such blessing – and so much love. Thank you for sharing it with us.

  • barbara
    Reply

    beautiful always… straight to my heart.

    • Amy
      Reply

      xxoo

  • Lori magnes
    Reply

    dear sweet Amy.. As I lie here in the emergency room in the hospital your sweet words served as a healing balm not only to my mind but to my physical body. I just hung up the phone with a fellow light worker who is also dealing with how to live in this world with what is happening now. Through her courage I was able to begin to see the light myself. I am sending a copy of this to her so that we both can share in the life together. thank you for lighting my world today. With great respect and love

    • Amy
      Reply

      Lori – Thank YOU for lighting MY world – I’m so touched that you found my post when it could support you. So many blessings on your healing – and thank you for taking the time to leave your comment.

  • Janney Karen
    Reply

    Hi Amy, June 2015
    Janney Karen, thank you for the reply that you wrote to me, it was very beautiful.Nov.2014 seems like a life time ago. I have been working with Spirit, releasing,understanding and forgiving my Birth Mother for all the abuse she allowed.But sadly she lives in her darkness Amy even after the Gift of Light from myself and Angels. March 2015 I became a Great Grandmother to “Billie Rose,” a beautiful Soul, one of us.I am of the Rose Ray as is my Granddaughter and now my Great -Granddaughter.
    Holding her Amy for the first time was meeting an old friend again,She looks into your Soul, holds you and then smiles, tears of Joy just flowed
    Her journey to Earth was a battle on all fronts, my work with my Granddaughter, was almost every day to protect Billie Rose in the womb and protection of her Soul.
    The cord was wrapped around her neck twice and her little heart slowly stopped, on the 4th attempt she took her first breath.She was so tiny as she had not grown in the womb for 3 weeks before birth.No explanation was given.Billie Rose is 4 months old and is chubby,her Light shines on every on all she meets,a very social Being.Yesterday, she meet a black man for the first time, she spat out her dummy, leaned forward towards him and just beamed at him,he was stunned!!.
    Now I understand why I needed time out and my life is mainly at home now. My own health is slowly healing as I have a tumor on my auditory nerve which is shrinking.
    Some days I do feel tired in my Soul but I am truly Blessed with my Husband who understands me (most of the time) my 3 married adult children,one Son – In -Law has always been my Champion in this life and past lives. 7 grandchildren and 1 Great Grand -Daughter.Amy , may I add, that if I had not walked the dark roads together with the roads of Spirit and Light my ability to have helped my Granddaughter (who I delivered into the world 22 yrs ago) to have been able to give Birth to her beautiful Light -Bearing Daughter would not have been possible. It took everything I had learnt and experienced to protect and support her together with Spirit.But we live on this Plane, Mother Earth, some days that is overwhelming walking between two Dimensions and the Past.
    I am beginning to deeply understand Amy the Cycles that we create in the work that we all do together as those called The Light-workers of God.At times it is just Miraculous!!.
    Blessings and Prayers are given to all of you.
    I trust for you Amy that all is well
    Once Again Janney Karen.

  • hansen sudarma halim
    Reply

    wow a light worker… can i become one?
    i want to break free from all my negativity please? can anyone help?

    • Amy
      Reply

      Hello, Hansen – Chances are, you’re already a Lightworker – that longing to break free of negativity is often the first sign or ‘symptom’ of awakening to the call of your own heart.

      Your heart calls for relief from negativity because it knows that negativity is a habit of thinking (and perceiving things) and that habit can be changed.

      See if you can develop a counter-habit of looking for what’s good. Keep asking: What’s working for me? Even if all you can come up with at first is: Well, I’m breathing – let that be enough and keep looking. I’m breathing and the sun came up today… and I had that lovely cup of coffee this morning. What else?

      Look for evidence of the good. Where are people doing good things for one another? Look past news headlines about bad things happening in the world, searching the stories for the helpers, the healers.

      When bad things happen to you, take the quiet, inner risk of asking for help – even if you can only ask the angels.

      Keep this question in your heart: What’s good about this? What might I be able to learn or see or experience here?

      By focusing on the good, you’ll soon be saying: “I wanted to break free from all my negativity… and I did!”

  • Shannon Gore
    Reply

    Dear Amy

    Wow wow wow!! THE BEST explanation and advice to lightworkers that I have come across in the last 2 years. Only 2 because it was/is the start of my awakening lol. But I have been practicing discernment etc and when I read your article I got tingles and tears! Which to me is my higher self saying yes yes yes!!! This is why you came and this is how you will serve. This is the piece of the puzzle that links it all in for me. I especially love how you say, it scares me but that’s good. OMG tingles!!

    • Amy
      Reply

      Tingles and tears – some of the best kinds of guidance! 🙂

  • Kris
    Reply

    Hello Amy,

    Thank you for holding space for our voices…I’ve just started web searching to find answers to my journey. Most of my life has been in conscious light work, didn’t have a name for it however until my mid 40’s. The past six years I gave myself completely to this work (unbeknownst to me at the time), and I have found that my life has slowly declined in so many ways. I still know who I am, and that I hold a tremendous purpose in this lifetime, but I’m so lost as to why things are so difficult now!

    I gave up all my material things and trusted the journey, what was supposed to have been a one year sabbaticle has turned out to be six…and I’m confused as to why, after dedicating myself to doing all my work (I know there is always more to do..) I find myself still floating around, no stable home, no money coming in, etc… I keep waiting for my life to stabilize so I can no longer carry these burdens as I move forward.

    Any wisdoms would be greatly appreciated…

    Much Gratitude,
    Ktis

    • Amy
      Reply

      Hi Kris –
      I read your comment with tears in my eyes. So many people are experiencing things like this right now. I wonder if we can open a discussion about how we might walk the path of devotion WITHOUT having to give up all of our material things.

      We are physical beings, yes? And the divine has surrounded us with physical gifts: an abundance of food, water, sunlight – even the air that we breathe is a material support.

      I don’t believe that we are ‘meant to’ give up our material belongings. Rather, I sense that each of us is called by a deep sense of purpose – a personal path of devotion, which will lead us to the work that serves the purposes of the divine.

      In other words, the path of devotion is the path of our own hearts’ preferences.

      We let he heart lead us – it knows what we love doing – it knows what people and environments make us feel at home. That ‘at home’ feeling is the key that we’re on purpose. That we’re on our own path of devotion.

      I’m holding you in my heart and my prayers this morning, asking for the blessings of deeper understanding and the practical, material blessings of food, shelter and stability.

  • Carol
    Reply

    Thank you Amy for this beautiful new perspective. It turns ( what we perceive ) failure into a positive way of looking at the situation.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank you, Carol, for stopping by the blog and for leaving a note.

  • Janney Karen
    Reply

    Greetings Amy,
    wow, what you have shared about your own journey was most needed by Soul and my Human Self. Like you Amy I have been working in the Field for almost thirty five years as a Blue Light Worker, working with Archangel Michael. Transmuting neg. energy for Mother Earth.It has been a roller coaster road from standing on Mountains to standing with the most darkest beings. At this point in time Nov.2014 I am not able to move forward,the last dark battle attacked all my family and grandchildren. We all survived, but it has shaken me to my boots, perhaps I am burnt out,having faced the attack on my own in the physical sense, I never really understood till that moment what I had been fighting all my life.It felt like quicksand, sinking deeper down into a place of no return.There was no time, no nothing just it and me,till a flash of grace and love told me to say that I was of the Light as are you but you hide in fear not love !!!!.It left instantly.I was reeling for awhile. Since then, six months ago I have closed down all my Spiritual work for others, nurturing myself trying to understand this experience and why it happened.
    I have lost my best friend of twenty years who walked with me on this journey but now has lost her own beliefs, it was too scarey as she put it.This has been sad but I understand her choice but she was my best friend.Thank you for the space to share my story, I have not put this encounter in to words before. But we are always protected if we ask, it is the fear of being forgotten that holds us back perhaps like small children when our parents did not come in the dark.
    Many Blessings to all who walk our Part to shone Light for others to see.Janney Karen T.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Janney Karen – Please forgive my delay in responding to your heartfelt comment. It moved me deeply when I read it and I set it aside for reflection …. and forgot to return until today. I wonder how you are feeling – and doing – now that some time has passed since you left the comment. I want to thank you for taking the time to share your experience from such a deep and honest place. You’ve been through so much – and done so much for us all. I am grateful you visited my blog. Grateful you left a note so that I could see you. Grateful, too, for all that you do to uplift the world. Bless your wide and beautiful heart.

  • Brenton
    Reply

    Namaste.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Bowing, Brenton. Namaste to you, as well.

  • Judi Albert
    Reply

    I was recently told I am a lightworker but I haven’t the slightest clue where to begin. Any advice for a newbee? Also I find it difficult to open my heart even though I want to.

    • Amy
      Reply

      🙂 Welcome to the circle! There’s nothing to ‘do’ – in fact, you’ll discover that you’ve been spreading light all of your life, in your own way. each of us has our own gift to bring to the world. I invite you to download my Four Soul Questions worksheet. You can get it by clicking on the link to the top right of my webpage. That may give you some direction. As for opening the heart, I’m discovering that it’s more a matter of allowing the heart to do what it naturally does. Opening the heart, for me, has been a process of peeling away the fears and self-doubts that made it feel risky to be vulnerable, to be real. Opening the heart is not an event – it’s a journey, and it sounds to me as if you’re already on your way.

  • Roxanne
    Reply

    Hi Amy, I stumbled across this today and it has given me deep support as a fellow lightworker–I feel so grateful to connect with you as I follow my inner guidance on a path of being a witness for others seeking emotional healing. Writing and sharing healing music is my path right now. I will follow you on twitter! 😀 Thank you for this piece you have so beautifully written!

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank you for leaving a comment. I’m so pleased to meet you.

  • Carolina
    Reply

    This resonates in so many levels…. I guess ‘thank you’ will have to do for now. Love your work, it feels like home.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank you for finding me – and my work. Welcome. 🙂

  • Cindy
    Reply

    I’m really new to this. I am facing the darkness every day. I am currently working in a very dark place. How do I not let the darkness overtake me? I spend a lot of time in prayer and meditation but I just feel like I’m being totally drained. It’s comforting to know that there are others out there who fell the same way as I do and that I’m not crazy but I’m exhausted. What do I do next?

    • Amy
      Reply

      You just did it – you reach out. You ask for help. You find the people you can trust to walk with you through this dark place, this dark time. If you’ve got a therapist or a friend who can talk with you about this in a meaningful way – without trying to solve or fix you – call on her/him. If not, find that person – find the community, the tribe of souls like you who are walking this path, too. You’re not alone – find your people.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Also, and I’m sorry I did not say this before: I invite you into MY circles. If you tweet, come to Twitter #SoulCall – every Sunday. If you are inclined toward quiet prayer, come to Soul Caller Sanctuary (also Sundays.) Consider the Soul Caller Training – and our circle. I invite you.

  • paige
    Reply

    Thank you soo much amy!
    Youve help me a great bit.
    I just discovered im a lightworker and was honestly confused on what a light worker is and our purpose.
    I was explaining too my dad the feelings and thoughts ihad been having. (Since around 5 years old) and he told me im a light worker and ive been learning everything i can too help me understand. And this helped soo muc, touched my soul, and gave me goose bumps.
    Everybodys comments are soo positive and filled with love. If all the lightworkers could get together and shed light on the darkness everybody would be filled with the love of the light.
    You are all beautiful beings. Im soo thankful i found myself.
    Thank you soo much again for the understanding again. Love you all ♥

    • Amy
      Reply

      Welcome, lovely bright being – what a wonderful dad you’ve got. Thank you for leaving your comment so we can get a glimpse of you and of him!

  • Jason Briers
    Reply

    Dear Amy

    I linked to your site on a journey to know more about dimensional travel when we sleep. I had terrible nightmares and experiences when I was a child. Years later, I found Reiki, TCM & all other wonderful realms of healing & light working. The last 13 years of accepting my awakened bond with the universe, has nearly killed me through emotional trauma, after emotional trauma. It’s so true what you say, I made a promise to myself (and to all sentient beings x) to end the cycle of darkness & fear in this lifetime that I had.
    Reading your words and how you explained what it means to step onto that path, has reminded me why I choose this path and why I will always ‘keep the light burning’.

    Thank you

    • Amy
      Reply

      Oh, Jason. What a beautiful note. I’m sorry you’ve suffered so and yet I hear, in your remarks, the light that’s there, guiding your way. I call on the angels to bring you many blessings now – and to hold you in the peace and protection of their love.

  • Gin
    Reply

    What a lovely, beautiful post, full of such truth. Thank you, Amy.

  • Neil D Paris
    Reply

    Beautiful piece, and a true reminder of the Light-Worker’s work in today’s world. Thank you!

  • Tamu Martin
    Reply

    God Bless You,Faith Rider.Soar as an Eagle flying High and Low,LightWorker.May This Year Be A Beautiful Blessing,too You and Yours.Shalom/Peace,Tamu Martin

  • Amy
    Reply

    Thank you for your comment, Jackie. Here is my YES – now it’s a thousand and one!

  • Jackie
    Reply

    Oh Amy yes! A thousand yeses that ripple through my heart. Beautifully expressed. Holding a space with a heart full of love without needing to fix or heal anything, but simply to witness with love is the most powerful thing we can do. Remembering that all that is painful or confusing and appears not to be love is simply an invitation back into our hearts to reach into love again and again. Thank you for this wonderful post

  • Alice Langholt
    Reply

    Thank you. Just thank you. Everything you write resonates with me, and this one because when those tragic stories happen, I can come back and re-read it, and know that I’m one of the light bringer, light holder, light worker, and sometimes just dark-avoiders. I sometimes feel that avoiding the dark and adding more light is the best way for me not to get swept into the dark – to become depressed and cynical, for example. I just want to send healing light in the direction of whatever’s persisting now, and do my part that way. I used to get overwhelmed with pain from hearing the news. I stopped watching the news and when the stories get to me anyway, I send Reiki. Because it feels like something I can do.

    Loving you, Amy, and the absolutely beautiful, love-filled, extreme light you shine all over the damn place.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Dear Alice: You are one of the brightest lights I’ve ever known. It is my privilege to know you. Thank you for these beautiful words.

  • Ryan Mayes
    Reply

    This still is one of the most powerful things I’ve ever read, and always brings me back on point when i get lost or lose focus of my soul’s journey on this planet. Thank you for being a part of my journey and being awake and sharing who you are in this beautiful article. Love and light to you and to all.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank you Ryan. I am honored – deeply – to know that my words have supported you. So many blessings from my heart to yours.

  • Heather
    Reply

    Yes! Thank you! I totally connect with what you’re saying. I’ve been in a real funk, and reading this gave me a bit of a relief. I really appreciate that.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Hi Heather – Can you ask the funk what it wants? What it needs? Often, these moods arrive as guidance that something is calling from deep within – from a place you may not be used to listening from (or listening to).

      What awakening is just beneath that funk? What light is asking to be seen?

  • Shannon Gore
    Reply

    Thank you so much. I thought as a lightworker I was doing something wrong. You have just put everything into perspective for me. I have copied your prayer and will say this each day xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

    • Amy
      Reply

      I’m so glad that you left a comment. It gives me the chance to say this: You cannot do light work wrong. Ever. Go love up the world – in your own way.

  • shaun
    Reply

    thnk u for your answer i’m just tired of acting en not able to be my self mayb i will go off-grid who knows it will be more my thing time will tell en yes that’s really what i’m doing every step is showing me were i need to be because i channel in to that but its hard to live with people that don’t tune in to a more aware state of them selfs

    • Heather
      Reply

      I feel you!! I know exactly what you mean. Its so frustrating! My family is very conservative. They all think I am crazy and mostly ignore me. My daughter calls herself a pagan, and is into reiki, etc, but does not support me at all. I dont have any real friends anymore. Its very lonely. I need to connect with people, to share my sunshine. But I dont know anyone who is real open, and not fake. Most people i know are so negative they make me ill, or they are users who drain me dry then dissapear till they need me again. I get very dispairing and think about going ghost, but I just cant quit trying. I got too much hope in my soul. I will share some with ya, ok? =)

      • Amy
        Reply

        Okay. 🙂 I can see your light and I welcome it.

        We are all learning this lesson together right now. This is the big lesson of earth school. And this situation you describe is often the first step: Lightworker 101. The moment you decide to come out of hiding and hang your Lightworker credentials on the wall, everything and everyone that is out of alignment with light shows up.

        The work is right here – at this edge. When you look at what you wrote, you will see your own conditions on love. And it’s so beautiful – we all have these conditions. Our daughters don’t support us; our spouses leave us; our families think we’re crazy – yet everyone seems to turn to us for support and, as you wrote, drain us dry.

        This is where the work is, love. Right here, right where you are. How do we meet these things from love? How do we soften our thoughts about how others should be and hold the space for unconditional love in the world?

        What would life be like if we let everyone be what they are – including ourselves – without conditions? See if, without those conditions, you feel less ill, more aligned with unconditional love.

  • shaun
    Reply

    Hello my name is shaun. Today i came back from a psychiatrist that wanted to talk with me about what’s wrong en why i feel this way that i do.

    She asked me some questions im not really a type to talk with this kind of people cause i think they dont understand what i am telling anyway. I had to do it once in the past to figure out if i had a psychoses (i thought it was funny cause i think they got a psychoses) but that was NOT the problem.

    They told me there that i did definitely not have that en that i was well spoken/in thoughts en not some one that was crazy. So today i did it any way even though i dont like this.. cause my mom sends me to there. I did had a break down a view weeks ago en i did not wanne go on any more cause everything always seems to test me en see where my breaking point is.

    I told them that i need my own space this is because my mom is not like this (your story..my way of thinking) and i am. (a light worker/high sensitive person/a enlightened soul searcher..how ever u wanne call it..) i know this of my self i told people about this en i feel the negative energy al the time energy that leeds no were that keeps u where u are not evolving no enlightenment. I am someone that is so tuned in to it.. that i often try to correct that behaviour in others while fighting for my own sanity. my mom dont understand that even though i DID try to talk with her about it she just goes on with her life so im done with that. en now she dont know what to do cause i dont give a F*piep.. any more about it all not that that is really the case because haha well i do give a damn about everything that’s also the problem (but your telling in your story to learn to acknowledge that i got that unconditionally love en that i am a fighter so accept it.) sooo ok i will, i did that a long time ago even though it still sometimes feels like it would be better to just not give a damn about it al.

    I told that psychiatrist that i am some one that is searching for more knowledge searching for answers often in my room with my laptop reading about well everything.. en that i dont really like hanging out with all kinds of people(sheeps/robots) cause of the way they feed on each others nonsense en they al just are just do en dont think for them self. They dont know the meaning behind words like love/emotion/jokes en more en just like to drink be with each other going no where in mind en soul (i live in amsterdam by the way) I dont fit in because i always know that i think/see things different experience things different en do things different as if im a drop of water on a surface with only oil it wont go together.

    is it good for me to even talk with this kind of people (psychiatry)…..? i think i just have to find my own way i always dreamed of moving away from this country. Finding my own place of peace to learn understand en evolve with people like me in a positive way. I know im evolving right now but in a negative environment were no body knows that they are negative/non aware (uhm negative is not really the word but i think you get where im coming from..)

    For some one that is opening his eyes to more then the shades let u see. So what is left is 1 man standing against a load of unknowing negativeness that i have to fight everyday against to keep my self together to say to my self it don’t matter i will keep my love en im on the right track.. In my eyes *everything happens for a reason* i came to this site for a reason did not even search for your site.. i had to read this story en there for i am sending my story but… i just cant find my way here in al this noise.

    Well i know i dont got every answer just wished there was a place for people like me cause this society is build en carved in a way that we are forced to feel like the outsiders while we try to fight for whats left of the love. Its a norm that generation up on generation learns to think in away so eventually they teach each other the crap that once was implanted in them not knowing that they give us a hard time
    shaun.

    • Amy
      Reply

      I am so touched by your comment, Shaun. I imagine you must feel pretty alone sometimes.
      Please know that you are not alone – there are so many other people out in the world who are feeling as you are right now.
      Let the contrast between what you see and what you’re being shown be a teacher. Let it help you zero in on what you believe and think (just as you seem to be doing) and let it polish your wisdom and intuition. The world will teach you who you are.
      I bless your journey and I promise that you’ll find the teachers, counselors and guides who will resonate with your experiences.

  • Cathy Towle
    Reply

    Amy, thanks for articulating this. It is so true. One starts out with certain intentions in this work and the work presents itself so differently. Being able to hold space takes a certain kind of leadership and self restraint that we are not taught in our trainings. I especially get a lot of darkness, (as a medium) but it has taught me a lot about love and fear, and being in one overcomes the other…both ways! In the end it’s all about love, and faith. Thanks for reminding me!

    • Amy
      Reply

      It really is all about love and faith. Thank you so much for leaving a comment, Cathy. 🙂

  • Callahan McDonough
    Reply

    Amy I read this and am touched deeply, it feels to me powerful and true. Today I am so filled with Gratitude and my heart is open, because of this I am also remembering old losses that are mending, now they touch me, amaze me. So I have moved about this day feeling joyous, peppered with tears of Gratitude.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Ah, my friend. So blessed by your comment – and by you.

  • Cheryl
    Reply

    Beautiful, Amy. Thank you.

    • Amy
      Reply

      Thank YOU Cheryl – for reading it and for leaving a comment.

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