You are the chooser

And are you ready to begin, the guide asks? And I say that I am.And so we begin. And here is the message that came today:

I am here with you and you are here with me and this is the one voice and we are called Nathaniel. And we will say that today we have named ourself so that Amy is less overwhelmed by our many voices which speak together and now she will hear us as one named chord.And she is uncertain whether we said that we are named Nathaniel or Daniel and she is getting caught up in that question. And you, reader, following along, will feel and understand that though the message will be the same whichever name she discerns (because we are speaking as a collective) the name which she selects to represent us will have certain vibratory ramifications - and its rate/frequency will affect her relationship with the messenger and with the message.So, while it seems a small matter, it does matter - for each name conjures (calls into form/constellates) around itself a certain quality of being. And you will feel certain things toward ‘Daniel’ than you will not feel toward ‘Nathaniel’ and we are demonstrating this to Amy with sensations in her body.(And Amy is noticing that the name 'Daniel' feels strong and resonates with the qualities of Leader and Liberator and, bears with it a kind of Authority, whereas the name 'Nathaniel' has qualities of Poet and Artist and Teacher, and carries the energy of Inclusion and Curiosity and 'being with.'So Nathaniel is an easier feeling for her- and she is more comfortable with this name but she senses, also. the need of the qualities that the name of Daniel will lend to this project.(And so we are re-minding her that we are not our name, and that we are both Daniel and Nathaniel, and that, in naming we are we are attempting, only to help her to recognize our thread of vibration among the many threads. And also to demonstrate how naming a thing changes its vibrational quality in the perception of the one who encounters it.)And she sees and understands and we will see now if we can move the message along and through now.There is pressure in Amy’s body - in the lower belly - and we are adjusting for that now; there is a kind of suction occurring there as she was frustrated by our choice to take on a name today.She has said, in the past, that she does not hear the names of angels; and, that she does not hear our voices with her physical ears but that will be different now.(And we pause to re-mind her of yesterday's healing and she stops to integrate this - to absorb it/to take it in.And she remembers that during the healing, she heard, very clearly, the deep baritone of Archangel Michael, whose voice she has only, until now, heard in sleep - and as a vibratory 'voice' while she is awake. And we re-mind her that during the healing, she came to understand that she did not trust her own knowing of us and that she had erected boundaries to block the full flow of call and response with us. As a result, she has not trusted that when she calls for us and senses us drawing near that we are real. And this has slowed our conversation and hampered our ability to flow with her. And we rejoice that she is doing this healing and whole-ing work.The healing was powerful and removed/drew out a layer (veil.wound) of separation/misunderstanding, which was taken on (absorbed) by Amy as a child of fourand yes, it is still healing and Amy is feeling a flash of pain in her left ear as she re-members.  And she was four and placed in the hospital for surgery. And it was a big open room and she was in a crib and there were other children in other cribs and she remembers thinking: they are babies but I am not a baby and why am I in a crib! And feeling very very angry about it. And she felt angry that her parents had abandoned her there - and that no one would come when she would scream and cry. And she felt angry that when they did come, they gave her a painful hypodermic injection.She was there after a year of painful ear infections and she is remembering this now, which is causing interference in our connection and we are asking her to step aside and to allow us to tell the story and she is in accord with that.These infections/congestions of the ears; and, the trouble with her back teeth and the layers of pain in the throat and difficulties with the voice are symptoms of resistance experienced by the child who would have been, even then, hearing and flowing with us. And so, she would have been sensitive, also, to disturbing words overheard or spoken in anger toward her - and, in keeping with her nature, she would have been led to help and to translate our message of love, even then - because this was her way and she was learning to find and to follow it. And this is our way, and she would be learning, even then, to find the flow and learn its way and its limits and her way and her limits.As it is, it was. As it was, it will be. And as it was and is for her, it was and is for all children - for each child is here with her and his own instrumentation/lens/focusing tools (and we search for a word string to demonstrate our meaning) and the word that we select/that is closest to our meaning is ‘body’ and Amy laughs.Each child is a gift of love, emerging in a world of love. And you are all here to deliver our gift of love and our message of joy through your own experience: through your own body. By embodying the experience of love and joy - and finding its way inside of your way and inside the world of forms and feelings. Amy has called this the ‘world of fields and flows’ and this is a good name, as it contains, as it expresses, the meaning inside of the words. Like a picture. This is why those who serve as vessel/messenger/channel for our flow materials are so often poets. Poetry is the meeting and the merging of form and image. And as such poets are so often mystics and mystics, poets. For these are one and the same in their essential intention to rest/dwell at the edge between the two worlds: the world of the unseen and the world of forms/manifest/visible things.And so, as children, mystics and poets may struggle with maladies of the head and throat, ears and voice, jaw and back teeth, and maladies in speech and speaking. As Dykshoorn (the psychic who named Amy) showed Amy when she was 28/29, the back of the head at the base point of the skull, which much troubled him when he was working with flowing energy - and with seeing.While our message is always the same, these things are imprecise when crossing into the physical, especially the human body in all of its manifestations/forms.We are here and you are here to ease the message across the veil. The perceived veil between our world and yours. We say that the veil is perceived because in truth, our world is in your world, as your world is within ours, like water in a sponge; Like grains soaking in a cooking pot, wherein the flow (as water) is absorbed into a solid (each grain of rice, for example) even as the water also flows around the individual grains.And so we are here, as we have always been, a flow of radiant love and joy which is also soaking into you and being absorbed by you. And as you absorb it, you become saturated with it and radiate it yourself.And let us now take this word ‘radiance’ and show it to you - for that is another reason we are so often received by mystics and poets; they like words. And they are already curious about language, and our message, which is carried in a an undifferentiated flow of light (or energy) as the frequency of pure love, which contains the raw materials/building blocks of all form, as white light contains all of the colors. So the flow must be translated into word pictures, drawn from the images and sense impressions that occur when our stream meets your physical bodies.In other words, your bodies receive and interpret the one stream of the flow in several ways. Your eyes receive and interpret the flow as light, color, image. Your ears receive and interpret the same flow as sound. Your bodies experience the flow as shifts in pressure, pulsations, temperature and texture, and as vibrations (as with a drum line in music) which feels, to the body, like an invitation to move, to dance.The flow is one stream and each layered sense of your body experiences the flow (the everything all at once) in its own way. Can you see/understand this? We will offer an example: Look at this breakfast. It is as it is: a scrambled egg on a plate. Yet even as you see it with your eyes, your other senses are receiving it in their way. Your nostrils detect the scent of oil, of spices. Your tongue will taste its flavor, texture and temperature. Your ears hear the sound of your fork against the plate.At the same time, your mind and heart are experiencing the eggs, too, and asking: Is this good? Is it healthy? Is it my usual breakfast or something new? Can I trust the farmer, the food seller, the cook? Shall I eat this? (And even as your senses are experiencing the egg on the plate, your body is also gauging the temperature of the breeze as it flows through the open window behind you and the smell of the coffee brewing and the shifting shadows of morning light in the room.)So many mico-observations are made at once; and out of these, so many choices. And all of this a function of the human being in the human body meeting the plate of eggs which rests before it. And all of this, from reading the frequencies of color and texture, taste and smell, to make a single choice: is this good? Shall I allow this to pass from outside of my body to the inside. In this way to you meet all things that you encounter and take in/ingest.The human being moves through the world of flow meeting what meets her and deeming it good or bad or irrelevant; selecting, absorbing and assimilating, opening to the flow in its variety of forms, choosing or rejecting what is here, without really noticing she is doing so.And we are always choosing, always ingesting and assimilating the gifts of the flow in its myriad forms. (And Amy is pointing out that all of this happens inside of the context and awareness (the field) of this time and this place - this morning, this kitchen, this house. And the awareness that you are part of wider fields of family and community, skin color and political party,  age group and socio-economic status.  And to this we say, yes. And the awareness that you are part of 'contexts' and affiliations/identifications, including being human. And we re-mind you that each of these contexts is a name and a way of dividing the world, which is one flow, into separate parts. And that all names, ultimately dissolve and become the one name, the one flow. What you, Amy have called the 'Sea of Miracles'.)And here we will remark/point out that part of our intent for this book and this particular conversation with humanity at this time, is to re-mind you that you get to choose. That you are, actively, always choosing what you allow into your mouths, into your ears, into your eyes, into your mind. You get to choose which context/field you affiliate with. You are sitting before a banquet table laden with the bounty of all the world’s flavors and colors, all the world’s textures and sounds, all the world’s stories and songs and you, each of you, are the chooser.You are the chooser.Now we can feel your collective argument wit this and we will address that here, now. NO matter what has happened to you in the past, you are the chooser of that. No matter what is happening now, you are the chooser of this. Now if what you encounter is not wanted - not good - still you are choosing it. You are not choosing it consciously. It is not your fault. You are choosing it by not choosing its alternative.You have not learned/been taught how to make conscious choices. In truth, your schools and your media have trained you in the opposite way - the way of consumer. Which is a way of remaining open to commercial messages - as if under a spell. And it is a kind of spell - for as your social psychologists/scientists apply their methods for the purposes of their employers wish to sell you their products, testing what works and does not work, they do not understand (yet) that their method of activating a ‘pain point’ and then presenting their product as relief of that pain is actually activating pain - it is causing pain.They do not understand (because they were raised, just like you, in a culture that is just awakening to the call and response nature of the world) that every action has its effects. Your Chinese doctors know that “everything has a front and a back,” and this is what that means. Your mystics know, and so do your children, that when you cause pain to another, your own heart feels a pinch of pain.When you activate a pain point and then create a connection in the mind of the consumer between your product and relief of the pain that you caused, you are manipulating the sensitive and responsive nature of the human being for your own gain. Which is, by its nature, an act of spell-casting, and this is in the context/field of dark magic.The effect of repeated doses of this form of psycho-emotional manipulation is that of mass hypnosis; you are hypnotizing your audience, using sophisticated shamanic tools such as drumbeats, emotionally-evocative music, disturbing images and stirring stories to 'hook' and shock (upset) audience members and then you are soothing them with images of relief (togetherness, beauty, safety) and then showing your product to create a connection in the mind of the ‘consumer’ between relief and your product.And why do we make such a fuss about this? when as you might say, 'everyone knows the difference between a commercial, which is not real and a news program, which is real.' And we ask: Do they? How do you know this? And how do we know this news story is real? And how do we know this commercial message is not having real effects?We challenge this assumption that ‘everyone knows this is not real.” And we challenge this practice as, 'just a commercial' - because this is based on the reduction of another human being (the audience member) to the level of ‘consmer’ which is a renaming and takes them (in your perception) out of the flow of the wholeness of blessing’ and outside of the ‘tribe’, as it were, of humanity.Once renamed (separated from the tribe) you are then free (in your perception) to do as you like with them. For they are not ‘one of us’. And this is the justification for all forms of terrorism, violence against ‘the other’ and also, this seemingly harmless yet insidious form of reducing human beings to consumers so that you can manipulate their emotions and get them to purchase your products.As we have said in previous message, when you treat a brother or a sister as separate, this is a renaming and a misunderstanding of the nature of this world. For this is a world of inclusion where no one is separate from blessing.And yet, here is the truth, which you must understand when you dabble in the dark arts of renaming and condemning: that which you do to your brother is also done to you. Not by divine proclamation or punishment, not by avenging angels on horseback. No, this renaming you would make of your berthren is a renaming of yourself. For once you dwelled in a world of blessing where all were included in blessing and all were good, and now, after renaming and exiling someone else, you exile yourself. You dwell in a renamed world where one might be separated. And if this is possible for one, then, your heart instantly understands this, this is also possible for you.By separating another from perfection - from blessing - you instantly separate yourself from the world of all is one and all are blessed. And this is what we mean when we re-call that ancient teaching of all faiths, the golden rule, the law of do unto others. For it is law - and so it is.So, this is why we make our fuss. Because in a world of all is one, the mind (and the heart) does not understand the difference between the news story and the commercial, between the Real and whole and the appearance of the real. And this is one of the tools of separation used to hold apart the true self (or the Christed Self) from the named self.To come home to who you are you need only to unmask and un-man(ifest) this tools influence over your own experience. You need only to re-member that you are the chooser - and choose your own way.And this is all. You do not need to stamp out all commercials. You do not need to prove that this news story is false. You don’t need to uncloak all those you would condemn as ‘villains’. There are no villains and the only cloak is the one you keep over your own head. Nothing separates you from love but your own refusal to make conscious choices. And lo, even this does not separate you.You are never separate from love. Yet, you believe that you are, because you have been told, all of your life, by your ‘consumer’ culture, that you are. You have been convinced (at great expense) that you don’t matter and that the only way to matter (to be visible) is to buy more things.You have been told, also, that you were born broken, born into sin, and nothing could be further from the truth. You were born perfect. You were born blessed - a bright and beautiful light, a gift of love to the world. You are an emissary of love from the one flow, sent to bring more light and joy to the world through your own experience of love and joy.And so, as Amy grows tired now and must rest and flow nourishment for herself,f we close with these words: we are here with you. Love is here with you and you are here with love. And so be it and so it is. Always and on this day. April 12, 2016 at 9:14 am.And Amy reminds us that we would discuss radiance and so we shall and so we will.)And Amy makes this note, which we gave to her and she does not know where to place it in the text at this time:When a commercial message hits you - it is as if a gash had been made in your energy field and a micro-wound opened out of which the energy of your empowerment begins to leak out. And as it leaks (bleeds) out, the pathogens of separation can cross within. And these pathogens are the message of separation. And this is how it works and this is not a deliberate attack - not a wounding with intent to do harm. It is a mindless (unconscious) manipulation of the ways of ‘magic’, of the misappropriation of the flow of mind energy and the misunderstanding of its consequences.